Morns
Like any other day's, I woke up 3.00 a.m. But it was wrong. I could walk more conformatebly in daylight the street. Anyway I drank a single whisky that my mom prepared .why do people drink whiskey instead of caffee when they wake up? Bullshit. Nevertheless, everyone was happy with this except for me. Whenever I say 'I think it is wrong, I found myself excluded.' Moreover, If any cup heard me, they could arrest me. So, I'm slient as usual I went to work. Then I started to clean the room. One of the sick children wanted a cup water. But, the doctor was praying over him, instead of giving him a cup water. The child died painfully. The doctor said; 'Whatever I can do, I did mybest. Jesus forgive him.' Then the doctor closed her eyes. Needs of patients was drugs not prayer. I couldn't put up with that. I must kill myself instead of living like this. Black Christmas was closing. Everyone must stayed home and mourn. And I didn't use to think why we should ...